Snow Owl (and Variants)

Snow Owl

Snow Owl

Retro

Retro

Dark Lord

Dark Lord

Vivid

Vivid

Hippie Style

Hippie Style

Eager for an email that could rearrange my days.
Anxiety inside of me is begging to betray
the steady mood I set in to just earlier this week.
I have hopes as high as they have been now for a while,
but I'm tucking nervous tears back, somewhere just above my smile.
And I hope my pets don't notice when I tremble while I speak.
Maybe Monday morning I will manifest a better mood
maybe Tuesday evening I will get to share the news,
but for now it's just my patience, waiting with the gradients I combine.
These systems that I know, I learned back when I learned to grow.
And no matter what comes next for me, I'm never letting go
of the textures, shapes, and colors that fill in my free time.